bitch!

those Hils isn't my BFF anymore! she's getting eeerrgghh!!
she's bitch! fucking bitch!
and i don't have to cry because i lost her now!

thank you for your stupid history!

KOL LIVE IN SYDNEY!!

"I'VE BEEN ROAMING AROUND,I ALWAYS LOOKING DOWN AT ALL I SEE!! PAINTING FACES BUILDING PLACES I CAN'T REACH! YOU KNOW THAT I COULD USE SOMEBODY!!"

my sister was watching KOL live in Sydney,, and she called me. and I was listening to their concert for 1 hour!! geez! they're awesome!

I heard the BASS so loud! i'm so happy! and i heard Jared sings! "gonna et it out,gonna let it out..."
Matthew playing guitar.. and Caleb talking "God bless you with Kings of Leon"

then VOILA! I got an asthma attack!

*girns*

=]

WAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONE TEAM WITH JOHN AND HILARY!!!!!!!! YEAHOOOO!!!

what?

what did i just hear from my BFF??
what was that?
"cheating"

what? Hils thinks that i'm flirting with John.. argh! fuck you Hils!

ARGH!

3 hours listening to John talking about his regretness.
well well well,now i'm free to talk to him about my "regretness"

this is mixed.. OOC and IC.

I got a lot of regretness here,in my RL,I regret being friends with Rose which is,she's not a great girl and she uses me to be her BFF just because i'm John's BFF.
I never regret being friends with Hils and John,but it's weird that they're dating. I thought Hils had a crush on someone else,,

I heard from John,that he's gonna break up with Hils soon,and I guess it won't be the same again,like usual. hanging out together,sitting on lunch table. talking about the other teachers. so who's gonna move to another? John or Hils? or maybe me?

no,I'm not moving,I'm gonna stay with them,forever,and ever.

BFF!! "F" FOREVER!

John is not in a good mood. he's so upset.
I was listening to his regretness for 2 hours.. (akward!)
he's my BFF. since grade 5th..

I want to him to be happy,I don't want to see him sad.
so,I sang "I will write you a song (about regretness) that's how you know that your love is still strong. I will write you a song,and you'll know from the song that you just can't go on without me" LOL.. I changed the lyrics and he's just smile..

geez!

thanks Hilary didn't mad at me because all of those stupid gossips.. they're keep talking about John has a crush on me..

shit!

AAAAAHH!!
another gossip! gossip! arh!

see,5 minutes ago I just posted about Hils and John. now what?? I just received a message from the "school gossip".. they said that John had a crush on me! argh!

LUCKY her!

*giggles* Hilary just texted me,she is now in a relationship with John..
I'm so happy for them,and Rose?? well,she's happy about John not about Hilary.. *laughs*

my poor BFF..

My BFF named Hilary fell inlove with a guy named John.
Hilary is pretty close with him. John has a BFF named Rose (which is mine too)
Hilary is jealous because of Rose. Rose has a feeling to John. and when I talk about Rose,Hilary always Jelly.. urgh!
Hilary wants me to make Rose stay away from John but I can't! it's just too complicated! I mean she's my BFF too.. urgh!
from now,I'm staying away from them :/

maaattthhh... (OOC)

"Math" that was Dan who told me that we're gonna have Math today.
"Math loorrrhh" said Rose.

"Math" that's what people said.

what was I thinking? What was I feeling?
I was thinking of NUMBERS and i'm gonna sick of it!

thenthen.. I can't do my math exams.. most of my friends are cheating but i'm not.
my friends get caught by my teacher.. *sighs* I'm not brave enough to cheat.. good girl *giggles*

LOVE...

AJ Cullen and Maddy Volturi potrayed by Chace and Emma.

don't know..

don't know what to write. but i want to write..

I can't make a poetry or song lyrics because i'm not good at it..
I really want to make it but i never got any inspiration for the poetry.

I wish i could write it now. I'm good at diary tho..

well,my dad wants me to write a song. but i just can't! argh! can't find the words and the melody.

what should I write about? boys? friendship? isn't that boring?

I'm listening to Taylor Swift everyday,and I don't know why i keep asking myself "where does the voice come from? how could she do that?"

it's just weird,I play piano,but i don't have talent.. or I haven't found it :/

my friendster..

Maddy B Volturi

he's romantic :/.. it's about us

well,AJ is a romantic guy. (hope you read this AJ)
he's kind. and i've never had a boyfriend like him before *winks*
I love him so much. never loved person like this before.

*sighs* the problem is we're separates by our country.. he's in Hampshire (UK) and I'm in another country.. I hope I could meet him..

I asked my dad about homestay this summer.. well,he just said yes,but if my dad's financial is great :/
I really hope I can go there.

Inside of Character

My b'day is coming.. (21st March)

but there's a debutante ball from Elizabeth,near the Volterran Castel.. and there's Nick's Wedding..
how can I celebrate mine??

love AJ so much,
Maddy

new boy friend..

Alexander James Cullen

Click his name and add him on friendster :D

Little Secret Diary

I'd love to share my diary to you,
so,it's not a secret anymore *laughs*
it'll be about IC (inside the character) [Maddy Volturi] or OOC (Out of character) [Maddy]

Enjoy!